a short film by Yasmine Alice
a Bastet Productions film
A famous influencer lives a fabulous life on social media, whilst trying to hide her dark reality battling panic disorder and substance abuse throughout lockdown.
Lara is a famous social media inﬂuencer with hundreds of thousands of followers. She is rich, successful and lives alone in her posh London ﬂat. She travels the world and goes to many parties. When lockdown hits, she spends a lot of time alone in her ﬂat, where she has to face her demons. She is paranoid about the safety of herself and her parents. She doesn't have any desire to keep positive and lead a healthy lifestyle. She binge eats and she hates herself for it. Lara ignores most of her friends’ and fans' messages on social media, whilst being on her phone constantly. She receives a text from a guy she has been ﬂirting with which pushes her over the edge.
She blames herself for the death of her cat and abuses drugs and alcohol to combat her depression. She goes into a full-blown panic attack and is not able to ask for help from anyone.
Post-lockdown, Lara meets her friends for the ﬁrst time in a café. Her friends are established, successful and beautiful inﬂuencers. Unlike Lara, they are not aware of mental health issues and they are not able to relate to her. A conversation about a mutual friend who was suicidal triggers Lara, therefore she decides to keep her dark reality to herself and does not confide in her friends.
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The purpose of making Anxious is to shed light on Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder. Everything can be faked by the use of social media, and this is very apparent in Lara's story.
We aim to create a window into the character's mind and inner monologue by use of voice-over and sound effects. As we follow Lara in her flat, we are able to hear her thoughts and the speed of her heartbeat in the background, depending on what she's going through. We have made frequent use of social media to portray Lara’s obsession with her phone and the fake life she has created online. We have home-made videos from actors, cat-influencers and an EFT video from a famous Youtuber called Brad Yates as the only sources of human contact Lara has throughout lockdown, to exasperate her loneliness.
The scenes in the flat are to reflect the global experience of most people who had to quarantine alone because of Covid 19. Not all had an anxiety diagnosis of course, but statistically speaking, people who developed anxiety throughout these difficult times have increased massively. We wanted to portray the feelings of loneliness, monotony, anxiety, paranoia and boredom of the whole world by using Lara’s story.
The Main Cast
Sarudzayi Marufu as Lucy
Joanna Zwierzynska as Julia
What is the purpose of this film?
"This is a short ﬁlm that is based on true events. I have written this script reliving personal experiences. I was diagnosed with Generalised Anxiety Disorder in 2017 followed by Panic Disorder in 2018. I want to shed light onto what it feels like to live with this condition. I want to portray how social media can be faked and as glamorous as one can seem to live, we never truly know what people are going through internally and mentally.
I want to present the way in which my mind works, which usually is like a very fast nonstop train of anxious thoughts and how tiring and unbearable it can be. I believe in the power of my strength and I’m proud of myself for coping and managing to do day-to-day activities through all the hardship this particular mental health problem brings. By allowing the audience to enter into my thoughts by the use of voiceover, I want to create a very personable, honest and intimate window into my head, which will hopefully allow the watcher to grasp an understanding into our worlds within the mental health community. I feel the need to create a deeper awareness about mental health issues by making this ﬁlm as candid as possible.” - Yasmine Alice
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